I've had quite a few pretty good days in a row but today is one of those worst days. Which is unfortunate because it is absolutely breathtakingly beautiful outside. I think the sleep deprivation has finally caught up with me. It's one of those days when no matter how much I want to feel really great I can't seem to muster the oomspa to do so. I just spent two hours with my hands in the dirt planting bulbs hoping to bury these dark, musty, cloudy, and sinking feelings. I find a little bit of comfort knowing that having buried the shadowy side of my today spring will reveal the bright, light, color filled side of things.